My garden is a place that feeds me. I find natural beauty and comfort there, it is my laboratory for experimentation with art, plants, space, scale, texture, form, dimension, color and light, it is habitat for birds and other wildlife, a place for gatherings of family and friends and the place where I begin and end my days. In the winter months just looking at the garden through the windows of my house gives me great pleasure. Currently, I am at peace with my garden which is not always the case!
My garden, and all gardens, are always in a state of process. In process there is disruption and unsettledness. In the state of disruption and unsettledness there can be discomfort and frustration. You know that feeling when you create something that isn't quite right but you can't figure out what isn't right about it and why it isn't right? I love this challenge!
In 2009 we installed a water feature. It is a craggy rock sitting on a steel pedestal with steel screens behind it. I enjoyed the the look of the craggy rock and the steel screens behind it, I loved the many birds that bathe and drink from it and the sound? ....well, I wanted to like the sound but didn't.
I knew the scale wasn't right and decided that I needed to re-design the water tank/pool. The new water feature was installed last month and I think/hope it is on the right track. The sound is right, the scale of the stone-to-pool-to-screen is right, the birds still love it and when I get it planted I hope that I'll like it too!
Sometimes it takes time to name the problem and then find the solution to the problem.
An old friend once told me of the importance of allowing ourselves to create the imperfect and live with it. Living with the imperfect, instructs me to be more in the moment, to deeply investigate, to really see what I am looking at and challenges me to persevere to the calm, peaceful state.
What is your garden to you? If you don't have a garden, how do you describe one?